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Experiences: Part 8

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 8

I awoke sometime between 3:00am to 3:30am, out of a deep sleep. It was at this point, that I had what I consider to be a milestone in my experiences with the grays. No beings were in my room and no abduction occurred, although I had the impression that their craft was above my house when this happened. I felt unusually conscious, which was not something one would not expect, coming out of a deep sleep. It was at this point that I felt that they knew, I had been giving them a bad name in some of my posts. It was as if they were saying, “Please stop doing that”. I began to then get impressions from them. Impressions, that they were not trying to be cold and indifferent to me, that’s just how they are. I also got the strong impression, that there was a much bigger picture going on, that I right now, just wasn’t privy to know or to even understand. Now, I have felt deception from them before. My intuition is incredibly attuned and I know when they, or any human even, is lying. This time, I felt no such deception. On the contrary, it was almost a feeling of caring, or at least, as much as they were able to project to me. So, now I’m not really sure what to think of them. I know they are not evil or demonic beings, as some assert. They, over many, many, years. Have lost something in themselves. This would explain why our emotions can baffle them at times. So, while I do not hate them now, I do not love them either. However, I must say, that I concede to them, an effort on their part to FINALLY communicate with me. I think if anything, it is a start!!!

I thought this artwork painted by another abductee, represented how I felt while having this communication experience:


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Experiences: Part 7

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 7

This experience happened, March 24th, 2010.Sometime around 3:30am they came, my old friends, the grays. I cannot tell how they entered my room, I didn’t hear the door open, so I am inclined to think they came directly through the wall, as they usually do. I felt spindly fingers touching my face. They were cool, rubbery, and smelt almost like mushrooms. I was completely unable to move. At one point one being seemed to caress my cheek. I wondered if this was it’s attempt to help keep me calm. I felt if I could move, I would rip off its arm. It’s really no wonder, why they keep us immobilized. If we were to fight, in hand to hand combat, they wouldn’t have a chance with their extremely frail bodies. I felt in this moment, how a tranquilized, tagged, wild animal feels.

This pic is closely resembles how I remember them looking:


Experiences: Part 6

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 6

This experience happened March 2nd, 2010. I had a visit from the little squat blue guys, mentioned also by Whitley Strieber in “Communion”. This was my 1st experience with them. They put some type of rod or wand to my head. I remember them smelling like a burnt match. I was told, that this was to increase my vibrations.
These beings seemed almost jovial, compared to the cold, calculated nature, of the other grays. Also, while being quite strange looking, my fear seemed lessened somewhat, which was a welcome change from what I’m use to. They finished and left. That was the extent of my conscious recollection, of this particular, experience.

The photo below is from The movie “Communion” based on Whitley Striebers book of the same name. They did quite a good job in the movie representing these beings, as this is what I too remember them looking like:


Experiences: Part 5

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 5

Since I last blogged about my experiences I have noticed a decrease in contact with the entities known as the gray’s. I want to believe that this is an effort on their part to help reduce my fear of them. I have no fully conscious recollection of contact with them now for some time. What I mean by this is that I have had no lucid physical contact with them. ( i.e. seeing them in my room, being touched by them etc.) I do believe that they have visited me on occasion however, but the memories of these encounters are vague and non-linear. For instance I can remember brief instances of seeing them out of the corner of my eyes. ( Peripheral vision.) It’s interesting because I am now reading Whitley Strieber’s book “The Gray’s”. In the book, a captured alien known as “Adam” has the ability to match the frames per second that the human eye can see and thus by increasing his vibrations, have the power to render himself almost invisible to the human observer. This seems to be the case in my observations, or at least something very close to that scenario. As I stated earlier, I want to believe that my decrease in contact recently is an effort on their part to help me reduce my fear of them, but this might be just wishful thinking on my part. More than likely, I am of no use to their agenda at the moment. My contact as of the past few months seems to be of sighting their craft, as if they are just letting me know that they are still around, but not interacting with me entity to entity. My latest experience was just this past night. I have been having trouble sleeping through the night for the past couple of weeks and frequently awaken in the middle of the night. Last night was no exception. I awoke at 3:45am and as I usually do, I get up and move around a bit before getting back in bed and trying to get back to sleep. I decided to go outside. I live in a semi-remote area of Colorado. Through my front door lies a bluff filled with huge boulders, brush, and caves. Coyotes, Fox, Deer, Snakes and other wildlife dwell there. I’ve often thought how easy it would be for the gray’s to come and go unnoticed back there if they so wished. I have hiked for a ways out there during the day and felt somewhat creepy. Forget about going out there at night. The stars are highly visible out here as there are no city lights to obstruct view of them. I noticed what I first thought was a bright star. I then realized that this light was moving. I have seen planes at night and I could tell that this orb of light was not a plane. I thought telepathically “Is that you?” and as soon as I had thought that the craft blinked out. It then reappeared further down the night sky. As I was watching it, it then separated into two separate orbs and remained motionless for a few moments before both orbs blinked out and completely vanished from view.  I have now decided that I will venture out into the night from now on and keenly observe the night sky. I plan, and hope to achieve, some sort of telepathic contact with these entities when I observe their craft. This will be an experiment on my part for the next few months. I have had correspondence with many other “experiencers” on my friends list and noticed that they to, have become frustrated in their efforts to communicate with their abductors. I hope when I blog again of my experiences I will have had some luck in my communication experiment. Wish me luck and keep watching the skies my friends.

This photo is not my own, but it closely resembles the two orb craft I saw when they split in two:


Experiences: Part 4

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 4

As some of you may know from my previous blog entry, as a child I suffered horrible allergies and nose bleeds that would last long periods of time. Well, a couple of  years ago I had sinus surgery to remove benign polyps and to try to correct a slightly deviated septum. The surgery was a success to a certain degree and I had long since forgotten about it until just today. I’m preparing to move to a new place this weekend and I was going through my files and deciding what I needed to bring with me, and what to discard etc. As I was going through my medical file I came upon the release form for my past sinus surgery. I was stunned by something in the comments section of the form that apparently I had missed. The following is what was written in the comments section of the surgery release form:

“Numerous polyps successfully removed…Note, small hard unknown object also removed. Object seemed embedded within sinus cavity tissue. Object discarded.”

You can imagine my surprise at these comments. Could this have been an implant? Why was it so embedded within the tissue of my sinus cavity? What was it doing there? I may never know the answers to these questions, and now that it was discarded, I have no way to have any type of scientific analysis done on it. Because of my past experiences it would seem that it most probably could have been an implant.

The next thing I wanted to document within this blog entry was a sighting I had just a few nights ago. I was outside on the patio around 8:30pm. It was dark, the night was clear, and the stars were highly visible. All of a sudden, and seemingly out of nowhere, I observed an orange tinted orb to the right of the sky. What struck me as highly unusual was it’s flight path and it’s extraordinary speed. Again, it appreared in the sky out of nowhere. As in it was just there. It moved downward then abrubtly took a sharp angled right turn. It then continued straight, and then again it turned a sharp angled right turn. Now these turns were not curved in any way. I’m saying it went to a complete stop and then turned completely in an “L” pattern. No human being could withstand a turn like that. Which brings me to it’s speed. The whole sighting lasted only a second. The speed of the object I could only guess at going thousands of miles per hour. This sighting could not be explained by a shooting star, meteor, etc. They just don’t travel that way. I observed it come from nowhere travel downward, make two right “L” angled turns and then vanish. No abduction related experience was encountered to my knowledge. Either then or later that night. It seems that from time to time they let me know that they are around, and keeping an eye on me.
I just wanted to document these experiences in this blog entry. I hope you find them as fascinating as I do.

This was the craft I saw and its flight pattern:

These are photo’s of other marks I have had following different abductions. The first, is a triangle scar I received after a daytime abduction when I was 12 years old, on my left forearm. I lightly outlined it, as it has slightly faded over time. The second is some type of scoop or circular incision mark on my right thumb:


Experiences: Part 3

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 3

I was reading in bed. It was 9:32pm when I noticed a bright light flash through my bedroom window. I got up and looked through the blinds to see what it was. There I saw some type of craft just going behind the trees and then moving to the left until it was out of my field of vision. It seemed to be VERY low, perhaps 50ft at most off the ground. It made no noise whatsoever. I listened carefully because I wanted to see if it was a helicopter. It had a yellow light at one end and a red light near its rear end. In the middle towards the top was a pulsing red light. It moved slowly. My initial response was that it was weird but might be explainable. I waited to see if it would make another pass like a police helicopter might, but it didn’t. I went back to bed and read. At 10:03pm I felt I should look outside again and there it was to my left, dodging in and out of the trees and then it was gone. I went to bed and around 3:00am I had the strangest feeling some sort of reality shift occurred. It seemed like I understood what was happening and then my waking consciousness took over and I had absolutely no idea why I was thinking that. What reality shift? Why was I thinking that? It made so much sense a minute ago and now I can’t figure out why I thought that. I still can’t put my finger on it but at some point in my consciousness it made complete sense. It was like I was aware of two realities at once. I’ve heard noises in the hallway outside my bedroom, like something that wasn’t very heavy was walking down it. I’ve sensed a presence in my room only to go right back to sleep. I’m hoping to have hypnosis sometime in the future and get to the bottom of my experiences.

This is the craft I saw outside my bedroom window:


Experiences: Part 2

Posted in UFO/Abduction/Paranormal/Spiritual on April 13, 2010 by experiencerjourney
Experiences: Part 2
It occured to me after writing my experiences part 1 blog entry that perhaps there were some anomalous experiences in my life that I was leaving out. Perhaps I felt that they weren’t as important as the experiences in part 1 were to me, or perhaps I just felt they were to obscure. Regardless, as I probed my memory seeking out other strange occurrences, I found that these other instances were of no less importance then those in part 1, and would hopefully, better paint a picture of what exactly is going on in my life.
To start off, I remembered an experience that happened to me when I was 17 years old. It was around August 1985 when I was still living in Illinois. Midwest summers are excruciatingly hot and humid and this one was no different. I had driven out to my older brothers house outside of town to just hangout and goof around. My brother who is 9 years older than me got married early in life and already had two children at the time. We were and still are very close to each other and he never minded his little brother coming to visit to just play around. I had spent the afternoon with him and my neice and nephew who were very young at the time. He was doing little home improvement things around the house while I followed him around and helped when I could. It was around 3:00pm that afternoon that I figured I’d better head home. I said good-bye to my brother and the kids and headed off. To get home it should have taken me about 15 to 20 minutes tops. Somewhere on the way home I had something come over me. I now felt compelled to not go home as I planned, but instead to drive completely out of my way to the other side of town. There was a state park area out there that myself and my friends would occasionally go out to. If you went back furthur into it there was nothing but woods and it was pretty isolated. This was where I found myself. I remember pulling off the park gravel road and driving down into the wooded area and parking by a tree. I noticed no one was around. I mean at all. The park was completely dead no cars, no people at all which was very unusual. That’s where my memory ends. I woke up later feeling extremely disoriented and sick. I was sitting in the drivers side of the car but I was laying to the right with my head resting on the passenger seat. As if that wasn’t strange enough, I noticed that my jeans and underwear were now pulled down by my feet. (Or weren’t pulled back up) I had no idea why this would be so. My mouth was so incredibly dry I could barely stand it. I pulled up and re buttoned my pants and belt and then looked in the rearview mirror. Besides my hair being totally messed up I noticed blood around my left earlobe. When I was 16 years old I pierced my left ear as was the custom of the time. Guys only pierced their left earlobe as piercing your right meant you were gay. Funny how that’s changed these days, anything goes. Anyway, as I turned my head and looked closer at my ear, I realized that the stud earring I was wearing was in backwards in my ear. I have no idea why it would’ve been put in my ear backwards or how it happened in the first place. I took it out of my ear and tried to wipe some of the blood away which was totally dried on my earlobe. I then started the car and left the park for home. It was incredibly hard to drive and I felt like I was going to vomit at any second. I finally made it home though. I looked at the clock when I came in. I knew something was wrong because it was slightly dark outside. I should’ve been home around 3:20pm the latest but now it was 7:20pm. Somehow four hours had passed since I left my brothers house and I had no idea what happened to that time. I went up to my bedroom and went to sleep not waking until 12:00pm the next day. I believe I was abducted that afternoon, that they had returned me without fully putting on my clothes, and that they had taken out my earring and put it back in backwards. Another strange experience happened in my mid 20’s. I had been reading about out of body experiences and wanted to try it for myself. I had been meditating on a regular basis trying to get to a point where I could eventually get out of my body. I lay down and began to meditate. I decided that I wanted to go to the parking lot of the apartment building I had just moved out of downtown. I felt a buzzing and then all of a sudden there I was in the apartment parking lot. Everything seemed normal just like I was there in person until I looked around. There on the otherside of the parking lot were two figures. Upon closer inspection I saw that they were two little boys but they were dressed like they had come from Asia during the time of the ming dynasty. I felt this was pretty weird. They then spoke and said, “We can take you to other planets with other civilizations and show you all kinds of wonderous things”.  At this point I felt a strong distrust of them. To show them I wasn’t completely weak in this astral environment I decided that I would rise off the ground to the top of the apartment building. As soon as I had levitated to the top of the building both of them did the same. So there we were both floating looking at each other. I realized that they were not going to give up on me to easily. I said, “All I want to do is flying over the tree tops for awhile”. So I started to fly down the street which in it’s median had very tall trees going all the way downtown. As I was flying I could tell that they were right there with me just behind me. All of a sudden I felt them veer off and I was by myself. I continued on my way and noticed that I was now in the desert (what looked like New Mexico) and coming down on a adobe home. As I landed on the side of the adobe I looked in the window as saw a man looking right back at me. He said, “This is what could happen”.  At this point I seemed to be looking at myself getting married. I couldn’t see the face of my bride however. Then all of a sudden I could see a teenage boy. I knew that this was our son. He was showing a few of his friends some chords on the guitar and seemed very happy. Then the man I had seen in the adobe house said, “This is what also could happen”. Then I again saw myself marry but when it came to our son it was just a casket, and I knew that he had died. (Bear in mind that neither of these has come true, and were just possible futures. They were not written in stone. The future can always be changed, and I think having received this information, that I have changed it.) It was at this point that I returned to my body. I realize now that the two boys in asian clothing were “Lower astral entities”. They lie and try to get you so far from your body that you can’t find your way back and most likely die back on earth. I also realize that the man in the adobe house was a spirit guide showing me possibilities of how my life could proceed, and that was my first OBE (out of body experience).

I thought this pic represented the beginning of my out of body experience: