Experiences: Part 21

Posted in Uncategorized on April 13, 2013 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 21

It has been nearly 3 years since last posting to my blog and re-reading my older posts, what a long an interesting journey it has been. I want to add that I am not one of those bloggers who posts everyday on what is going on in their lives. My previous posts, all from 2010 were done in an attempt to illustrate my experiences from the womb to the present and now that other experiences have occurred since then, it’s time to catch up. Having left off in 2010, I will now start from 2011 to the present. If you check my blog and do not see Part 22, then either nothing out of the ordinary has happened, or I simply have not updated it. Having said that, I will try not to let 3 years pass again in the interim, *smile*. So first, let me set the stage of events and what was happening in my life, that led to my newer experiences. I will try not to bore anyone by this, so I will keep things brief so I can get to these newer experiences I speak of. I do want to add that by sharing this with you, I never want to illicit sympathy in any way shape or form, as I view them as a gift rather then something negative.

Ok, so in my last post, I was living in Colorado. For the past 2 year now, I have been living in the state of Washington. What brought me 2,000 miles from Colorado you may ask. Simply put, love. Again, to be brief and out of respect for the woman that eventually made me decide to move here, this will be a short explanation. I met someone on a social networking site called, starseeds.net. We began talking there and eventually moved to facebook. We fell in love and I decided to move to Washington to be with her. She flew out to Colorado and we rented a van to drive back to Washington with my belongings. After moving, I moved in with her and her mom. Things were wonderful, however for this reason or that, the relationship ended. I was rather distraught about this but found a roommate on craigslist and moved in with him rather quickly. She eventually moved to California where she was originally from with her mother and I found myself here, not knowing anyone, the area, or have any family here. It was while living with him, that I had my first new experience with the ET’s. I will add that here and then continue.

One evening shortly before bedtime, I was laying on my bed watching television. I grew tired and eventually was asleep. I woke up out of my slumber and instinctively knew something was odd. The TV was still on, I was still in bed, yet I felt a presence just to the left of me. As I turned my head to see who might be there, WHAM, a jolt went through my body I had never felt before. The entity to my left I sensed was female although I could not move my head to see her. I was not paralyzed and to note, this was not sleep paralysis. She was not of the grays, she was from my star family. A different race of beings more human in appearance as I would eventually see. I felt her touch the nape of my neck and thus began an experience I will not forget. My body began vibrating at an incredible rate. I could feel it actually through my entire body into my skeletal core. It felt almost violent as my body began to jerk uncontrollably at times. I was then told that this was being done to raise my vibration. It should be understood by the reader that I was at a very low point in my life when this occurred. I was being prepared for what lay ahead me. I was then on their ship. This is when I saw them and the closest I can come to explaning their appearance was of that of the elves in the lord of the rings movies. They were very beautiful beings, flowing, angelic, almost human looking but not quite. Their ship was quite beautiful. Unlike the damp and dirty ships of the grays. I could see many console with controls and many crystals which they somehow incorporate with their technology. There was one male and the female that was in my room. At this point I cannot recall all that was said but I do recall them telling me, they had to intervene on my account, which they rarely do. Other things were said and if I recall them, I will put that information into another blog entry. I found myself again in bed, the female being just out of site to my left and the violent vibrating continued. It went on for hours. It was at this point that I began seeing light body entities walking through my room seemingly unaware of me. A few took notice but they were just going about their business in this dimension, as they are going around you now as you read this. I was shown some ridiculous way to move my arms and hands to be able to induce this altered state of consciousness, this dimension of our higherselves unseen to us in normal waking consciousness. I get somewhat emotional recalling it, as I wanted to be in this reality with the light beings, to be home again but it gives me comfort knowing they are all around me now, going about their business. The vibrating continued for hours until I finally went unconscious. I awoke the next day felling worn out but again, comforted. That was the end of my first recalled experience with my star family.

A few months had passed and not to get into details, one day I found he had left with all of my belongings. It was at this point, that I found myself homeless for the first time in my life. I had no money, no wallet, save a few articles of clothing. Life on the street was hard. It was just going into winter here and while this particular part of Washington gets very little snow, the temperature plummeted. I found myself walking in a daze. So much walking with no point of reference. I slept where I could. Behind dumpsters, under trees, where ever I could in an attempt to not be seen or bothered. The nights were a cold I cannot even describe to you. I remember the roaring wind and blowing rain. The freezing wind would go right through me. A very few kind souls helped me. A blanket, some food, etc. Most jeered, laughed, or looked at me in disgust and the police constantly harassed me. I remember think of the Buddha and the Christ and how they had forsaken all material wealth for a life like this. No attachments to possessions when you have none. No attachments to this life. While I did pray at times, I remembered the Buddha’s teaching, “Noone saves us but ourselves, we ourselves must walk the path”. I would talk to my Mom and even have conversations with my ex fiance to keep from going mad. I must take a break now as I am getting very emotional. Ok, let’s continue. I eventually was led to a homeless shelter. I arrived at midnight and it was cold and raining. I rang the buzzer on the door expecting at long last to have a bed and a warm meal. This however, was not how things worked there. A man came out and asked what I needed. I said I wanted a bed. He said you’ll have to come back tomorrow and call a certain number to ask for shelter there. At this point I had reached my breaking point and began to sob. Where will I sleep I said. He shrugged, I can give you a blanket he said. And so sobbing, wet and cold I took the blanket and looked around for where I could sleep. It was hard enough finding the shelter in my disoriented state and I did not want to lose site of the shelter. Just down the block I found a crevice behind an industrial factory covered by brush. I slept there in the mud for 2 nights before getting in to the shelter. My feet were so frost bitten at that point I could barely walk. Indeed another man there had lost his toes and I feared my fate would be the same as his. I was lucky however and finally had my first hot meal which I relished. I felt a gratitude for it, I cannot convey in words. I would like to tell you about shelter life but I must sum things up or this will go on forever and I have already been writing for hours. I stayed at the shelter for 10 months. I had worked my way up to a staff position, actually finding I had the same job as the man that came to the door when I had first arrived. Eventually I was able to start rebuilding my life. Getting my license, social security card, etc back made me feel human again, I actually had an identity now. I worked my ass off until eventually I was able to afford a studio flat and leave the shelter, which is where I have been since then. The experience was a gift. YES, a GIFT!!! When we pray we must be careful for what we ask for because as I have learned, the universe in all it’s love and wisdom, will give us exactly what we NEED to GROW. I was humble before my experience but I am even more humble now. I have very little but I don’t need much now. Always, always, grateful for what I do have. And so now that I have covered these two past years, I would like to add as briefly as possible a few things have recalled from my past.

So if you have read my earlier blogs, you know of my paranormal experiences. To go back to when my sister saw the 3 beings at the foot of her bed, I remembered being told they were there to heal her. Indeed she was already better the next day. As for myself and being healed, I recalled a period when I was 21 years old. I kept getting strep throat. I would get it, be put on antibiotics, get better, then 2 weeks would pass and I would have it again. You see I was quite depressed then. I had been suffering from severe panic attacks since I was a child. At the time, it was not diagnosed as such and so I underwent so many tests I cannot tell you. Now I don’t recall the specifics but it was the ET’s that eventually healed me and I have never had strep throat since. One last note before I finally put this entry to posterity. It would seem my experiences run in the family on my mom’s side. I remember her telling me how her and her aunt, levitated a table. Also, she had an experience with a Ouija board that left her so disturbed she said she through it in the fire. These are only but a few experiences I’m  sure she had.

I felt this pic represented my “GIFT” of growing in humility, love and compassion these past 2 years.

Experiences: Part 20

Posted in Uncategorized on May 24, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 20

Time travel, the ability to go back into the past, or forward into the future. Science-fiction is transfixed on this very subject. “The Time Machine” book and later movie, expressed the desire in all of us, to be able to do just this. How wonderful it would be to be able to go back in time, and undo the mistakes of ones past or go ahead in the future, to see how events and decisions  we have made, turned out. Is it really possible though? Can it be done? As with many aspects of these seemingly impossible acts, perhaps we are asking the wrong questions. Science explores the possibility of time travel. Yet, they think in such psychical terms. As if to send ones “body” back in time or into the future. Science does not recognize consciousness, and therefore misses a great opportunity for serious study, into time travel. The experience I’m about to relate, could only happen that way. Once consciousness is recognized as not bound by the body, which I hope science eventually understands, it opens the doors to things otherwise, only imagined. Now this happened awhile back and it occurred to me that I never blogged about it. It was such a very profound experience, even though short in nature, I just had to relate it.

I went to sleep in an ordinary fashion, after evening meditation. I was actually meditating on the possibilities of the unbound consciousness, and what might be possible. Time travel came into my mind, and I believe my meditation on this, triggered something in my subconscious later, while I was asleep. So, I had a dream. This was no ordinary dream, it was an extremely “lucid” dream. Meaning of course that I became fully conscious in the dream state. I realized suddenly, that this was actually in fact, NOT a dream. I was out of my body in the etheric plane. As this realization sank in, my previous meditation on time travel, also sank in. Unfettered by the hindrance of my psychical body, I decided to go back into the past and meet my younger self. Almost immediately, I found myself in what looked like a park. I noticed the people around me, were wearing clothing from the early, 1970’s. As I looked around me, there all of a sudden was me, at age 5, standing there. I remember seeing the shirt I was wearing. It was my absolute favorite shirt, with blue and dark blue stripes and a mock turtle neck. In fact, I later found an old picture of me, wearing this shirt and being in that exact same park, at the age of 5. Now, it got really weird. My younger self stared directly at me and spoke. It was not the vernacular of a child at that age. Instead, it was more like that of an adult, and full of wisdom. He said, “The decisions you are making now, are determining my future. Please be conscious of them, because I do not want to suffer as a result of the choices you make”. There the experience with my younger self ends. I remember then, falling from a great height, back into my body. It was quite a jolt, and then I was fully awake. There was no doubt about what had occurred. I had projected my consciousness back in time, and met myself at the age of 5. It would seem both myself and my younger self, were in a state outside of normal waking consciousness, and outside of linear time, when this occurred. Hence my younger self, was not using language typically associated with a 5 year old. The experience left me cognizant of the fact, that I had to be more conscious of the decisions I was making now, because as my younger self stated, this would affect his spiritual and mental growth. So, now I know time travel is possible. Not through a time machine as science-fiction would dictate, but through the wonder of my true-self consciousness!!!

This pic represents to me, my time travel experience:


Experiences: Part 19

Posted in Uncategorized on May 24, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 19

Interspecies communication, animal communication, or telepathy with animals. If we can succeed with telepathy through each other, why not with animals? Psychic’s who specialize in animal communication/telepathy, are referred to as, animal communicators. I can’t help but think of the movie, “Dr. Doolittle”, where he can hear and speak directly to all animals. One wonders if it were possible, how wonderful that would be. So, is it truly possible? The answer is a resounding, YES. I wrote in a previous blog entry, about my successful experiment with a friend who lives at least a thousand miles away, using telepathy. I had heard of these so-called animal communicators before. So, emboldened by the success of my previous telepathy experience with a human, I decided to give it a try. Iwas outside one day here recently. I saw the neighbor’s cat, sitting in the second story window, as it always does, looking out. Now animals obviously don’t speak english, or any other language for that matter. So I had heard that these animal communicators, use images or pictures, to communicate with an animal. It is also possible to pick up on the animals emotions and feelings, etc. Some animal communicators can even use actual language, and somehow have it converted into a way the animal can understand. So, armed with the knowledge, I began sending pictures to the cat, to look at me, while also saying in my mind, here kitty, kitty. No more than two seconds of doing this, the cat turned and stared directly at me. Now some may say this could be mere coincidence. However, the cat actually had to twist his neck almost backwards to look at me, because of the relation to where myself and the cat actually were. There was no mistaking it, the cat had turned in a very comfortable way, to see me. I then thought, I wonder if this technique might work on insects, as well. I saw a spider crawling along in front of me. This time, I started sending pictures to the spider, to turn and head in a different direction. Immediately the spider turned and started heading in the direction I had shown him. To make sure it wasn’t a fluke, I did it again. Sending him in the opposite direction, to which the spider again, complied. So, it would appear that these simple techniques, work quite well. I am going to try in the future, to see if I cannot make more of a connection with a particular animal. As an empath, I should have no problems picking up on the animals, emotions and feelings. Perhaps, I might even be able to help some animals who are sick or hurt, but can’t tell their owners this. I will be sure to update this entry with any successes I will have!!!

This pic represents to me, my experience with animal telepathy:


Experiences: Part 18

Posted in Uncategorized on May 20, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 18

Telekinesis, mind over matter, the ability to move objects with the power of the mind alone. Sounds impossible, doesn’t it? But is it all, feasible? Can it be tested in a controlled experiment? Perhaps, we are asking the wrong questions in this regard. Let me explain, by telling you of an experience I had with what was seemingly telekinesis.

To begin with, I have tried telekinesis many times before, as I’m sure everyone has. Only to be dismayed by my inability to move the object I was trying to move with my mind. Now however, I see that I was going about it, completely the wrong way. This is my experience, and what I discovered on how one can get telekinesis, to work.

This morning, I had to go out to the garage to dump some trash into the garbage can, which is kept there. I sat down for a moment, on the three steps that lead from the doorway of the house, into the garage. I was just more or less taking a breather from my morning clean-up duties. I started thinking about my recent psychic experiences, and the success I have been having with them. My mind started to ponder, telekinesis. To be honest, I have never considered it a viable psychic ability, more like wishful thinking. It was at that moment, I had a thought enter my mind, that was seemingly not my own. Like a whisper, in my right ear that said, “why don’t you try it”. Without really thinking about it, and without focusing on any particular object to move, I decided to go into a relaxed state of meditation. Completely connecting to my true-self consciousness, I felt that I was no longer constrained by linear time. Right at that moment, a twisted wire, about three inches long, that was on a table right next to the garage stairs, moved approximately two inches and very quickly. Now bear in mind, that the garage door was closed, the twisted wire was not influenced by anything like wind, a draft, etc. It startled me, and quite frankly freaked me out a little. Did I see what I think I just saw? No mistaking it, it MOVED two inches as if by magic. It was then that I realized, how exactly I was able to get this object to move. The message that seemed to me a whisper in my right ear, telling me to try it, was in fact my spirit guide. The combination of the meditative consciousness state, and with the help of my spirit guides intervention,  it made the object move. I should say, that it was not my MIND power doing it at all. My conscious state, interacted with my spirit guide, causing my intention of moving an object, to manifest through my spirit guide. So, in essence my spirit guide moved the object, but at the request of my consciousness, which was in the proper state at exactly the proper time. Now I know the “truth” behind real telekinesis. When one is connected to everything around oneself, amazing things can happen!!!

I thought this pic represented my successful attempt at telekinesis:


Experiences: Part 17

Posted in Uncategorized on May 18, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 17

Reincarnation, past lives, and present incarnations. All of us at one point or another, wonder if we either have had past lives, or KNOW we have but can’t seem to make that connection back in time, back to our former selves. As I have grown spiritually and psychically, some of these details of my own past incarnations, seem to be coming to light. For instance as of late, I have remembered two such incarnations. One as a man living in India, the other as a little boy in Great Britain. The details of these lives have eluded me however. I only seem to have brief remembrances of these past existences. It seems that most of my life, I have had the feeling that in my most recent past incarnation, I was female. I am not gay, nor feminine in any way. Just the feeling has always been there. Any remembrance of my previous incarnation, has thus eluded me so far. Last night though, I did have a dream. This wasn’t an ordinary dream, call it a lucid + dream. In this dream, I remember being female. This however, was not my most recent incarnation, at least it didn’t feel that way to me. I could see myself wearing native American clothing. My appearance though, wasn’t completely native American however. I was at the shore of a river with another woman, who did look totally native American. At this point a wealth of knowledge concerning this particular life time, came into my consciousness. Apparently, The reason I didn’t look like the other woman with me, was because my mother was native American but my father was white. He was some kind of trader, furs etc. I had the feeling, I lived in North America, but more to the northern tip of Canada. This was an extremely HARD life. We relied heavily on the bounty the sea would provide for us. I was basically of no consequence to anyone in this life time, with the exception of my partial Caucasian appearance, no one paid me any attention. In fact, I felt almost shunned by the others in the tribe. That’s where the dream ended. I wish I knew more about my life in that incarnation. At least I feel blessed to remember as much as I did. I can only hope, more memories of these past incarnations will surface. Perhaps with more detail, that I can verify somewhat scientifically. I will be sure to blog about any such future past life remembrances.

I thought this pic represented my past life remembrance:


Experiences: Part 16

Posted in Uncategorized on May 4, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 16

I know many of you who are reading this are Empath/Sensitives as I am. I’ve had people tell me I am mentally ill and that it’s all coming from me, instead of others, etc. I had an experience yesterday with a loved ones negativity. This loved one was not purposely projecting their negativity at me, but still it was overwhelming for me. At first I was able to fend off this negativity, but after spending the entire day with this loved one, it completely drained my own energy. I thought I’d share this video and hope it sheds some light on why we, as empaths, experience what we do!!!

Experiences: Part 15

Posted in Uncategorized on May 1, 2010 by experiencerjourney

Experiences: Part 15

I received a phone call late last night, from my friend who is on staff at the University of Colorado. He is the one that was to conduct lab tests on the strange burn marks that I found on the throw rug next to my bed, following an encounter with the “grays” not long ago. He and his colleague, picked up the rug, the day after my encounter. He sounded almost frantic, and was extremely apologetic. He told me that the rug, has now mysteriously vanished. He initially told me that the tests might take awhile, as he was going to do them on his own time. He had to be careful doing the tests in the university labs, on their clock. Obviously he didn’t want to lose his job. He explained that he and his colleague had placed the rug, in a locked storage area, in a plastic bin. They then more or less, hid the storage bin as best as they could, so it would not be discovered. He said, on occasion he had checked to make sure it was still there, and hadn’t been disturbed. All was well until yesterday. On his usual check, the rug was now gone. He then attempted to track down his colleague to see if he had moved it etc. By the time he did track him down, his colleague told him he had not done so. My friend then started asking around to different staff members, in a nonchalant manner, if anyone had been in the storage area recently, or more specifically, if anything had been moved. He came up empty handed, until by chance he ran into a female staff member. She asked him, if he had made contact with the “two men” that were looking for him. Perplexed, he pressed her for more details. She explained, that she had walked past his office earlier in the day, and that two men seemed to be coming from his office. She asked them, “Can I help you?”, they then asked her where my friend might be found. She told them, that he was currently out of his office. They just said thank you, and quickly left. Now here’s where it gets STRANGE. My friend asked her, what these men looked like. She said, they were both very tall, Caucasian, and dressed in black suits. They also had military style haircuts. What really struck her as odd, she said, was that one of them was carrying some type of silver portfolio case. My friend told me that the size of this case, would’ve easily held the rug, if it were rolled down flat. So, now the rug has vanished under mysterious circumstances. Could these men have been the notorious, “Men in Black?” I can only go by what he told me, and what he was told by the female staff member. He said, he would try to look into this further, and get back to me. Why am I not surprised that this happened???

This pic represents to me, how these strange men appeared: